I thought you were dead.
Send “I thought you were dead.” for my muse’s reaction. / CLOSED / @gckai
NO WORDS could describe the cold grip that laid around Ace throat all of sudden, panic and shame stealing his breath — Only silence slipped through his lips and the silver of his hues seemed so wide all of sudden, colored by pure guilt and something dark. Something not many would recognize, something that is able to make someone bend to its sheer weight — Self hate pressed down on the freckled pirate with all its might and made his silvery hues dull into a stony grey, made his knees bend slightly and his posture seemed pained. His bottom lip started trembling as he reached out shortly but stopped himself after a few seconds with sadness washing away any other emotions – so deep that it threatened to drown the logia user in its endlessness. Taking a step back he finally had the courage to look up again, meet Law’s mysterious orbs and displayed his soul in his grayish depth, hold back nothing.
❝ I AM SORRY… I was scared to reveal myself.. I am A burden for everyone. Because of me someone had died… And I was scared, so fucking scared and it’s all my fault.. I am ugly, Law.. You deserve someone who’s not like me. I am the reason why Pops had died. I don’t deserve to be alive and I couldn’t… I was scared to show up. It took me months to wake up again and everyone thought I’ve died so… I knew you’d think the same and it hurt but It felt selfish for me to show up and… No one should put up with me ever again. I am so sorry.. I can’t sleep often thinking about those I’ve left behind. The guilt is clawing at me… I feel like a coward. I truly am a Demon that should’ve died but I were too stubborn…. Can you believe that? I couldn’t die because I were too stubborn.. No words could ever be able to excuse what I did to you.. I love Trafalgar D Water Law and I’ll never love someone else… I’d understand it if you’d walk away now and never look back. I don’t deserve you. ❞
ᶤ ᵃᵐ ᵐᵒʳᵉ ᵗʰᵃᶰ ᵗʰᵉ ˡᵉᵍᵃᶜʸ ᶤ ᵃᵐ ᶜᵘʳˢᵉᵈ ʷᶤᵗʰ && ᶤ ᵃᵐ ᶠᶤʳᵉ ’
ᶰᵒᵗ ᵉᵛᵉᶰ ᵈᵉᵃᵗʰ ᶜᵃᶰ ˢᶤˡᵉᶰᶜᵉ ᵐʸ ᶠˡᵃᵐᵉˢ && ᶰᵒʳ ᵐʸ ᵛᵒᶤᶜᵉ
‘ᵃ ˢᵖᵃʳᵏ ᵒᶠ ᵐᵃᵍᶤᶜ ʳᵉˢᵗˢ ᶤᶰ ᵃˡˡ ᵒᶠ ᵘˢ & ˢᵒᵐᵉᵗᶤᵐᵉˢ ᶤᵗ ʷᶤˡˡ ʳᶤˢᵉ ᵃᶰᵈ ᵇᵘʳᶰ’
‘ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ ᶤˢ ᶰᵒ ᶠʳᵉᵉᵈᵒᵐ && ᶰᵒ ʰᵒᵖᵉ ˡᵉᶠᵗ & ᵒᶰˡʸ ᵃ ᵐᵃᶰ ʷᶤᵗʰ ˢʰᵃᵗᵗᵉʳᵉᵈ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐˢ ᵃᶰᵈ ᶠᶤᵉʳᶜᵉ ᶠˡᵃᵐᵉˢ’
MARCO.♡
YAMI.♡
LUFFY♡
LUFFY.♡