❝ Let's just stay like this for a while longer. ❞ He didn't want to get up yet, even though he knew that he wasn't going to fall asleep again. He hadn't seen Ace in a while and he wanted to spend as much time with him as possible and if that meant he'd have to admit how much he enjoyed cuddling with him then he could just hope that Ace wasn't going to use it against him.
HUMMING in response only the raven shifted closer again and pressed his face into Law’s neck, wrapped his arm around the tattooed chest of his lover. Ace couldn’t help but press soft lingering kisses on the surgeon’s neck, slowly and carefully. He had misses the man a lot They hadn’t seen each other in a while, hadn’t the chance to call over Den Den Mushi nor had they hold each other that close for far too long. Sighing softly, the logia user shuffled upwards to lazily kiss his lover on the cheek, on his forehead and his chin Again and again with a tender smile adorning his freckled cheeks while his locks were sticking out in all directions.
FINALLY stealing a kiss from those lips, silvery hues filled with nothing but love and happiness, Ace stayed close and leaned himself up on his lower arms while he drew circles on the stomach of Law with one hand Moving his hand up to let it rest above his partners heart and feel the beat under his fingertips. He felt at peace like this, never broke the eye contact that followed.
❝ OF COURSE.. We can stay like that for a while longer if you want to… I’ve missed you. ❞
HE HONESTLY answered, voice hushed and roughed up by emotions. Law was his home, the place where he felt the safest. Biting in his lower lip he bend forwards once more to lean his forehead against his lovers, breath mingling together slowly. Never breaking the eye contact he let the man see what was written in his stony hues, let him see his feelings clearly.
Send “You are in so much trouble” for my muse’s reaction / CLOSED. / @gckai
TURNING AROUND with a grin, the raven tried to maintain his laughter but failed miserably Holding his stomach while he leaned closer to the other male, the logia user had a hard time catching his breath and calming down. Law was right He was in trouble but that doesn’t mean it wasn’t funny at all. A smug shine lit up his silvery hues as he stepped closer and chuckled hoarsely, voice slightly wrecked from his laughing attack.
❝ I’M SAFE here with you. They’d never search on your sub.. I’d love to see their pink hair though.. Maybe Haruta will take some pictures for me! It was totally worth it. Can I stay here for a bit? I’ll behave. I’d never color your sexy hair and I want to spar with Bepo! ❞
He might have been rumored to be one of the most cruel pirates on the Grand Line but he wasn’t as bad as people thought. He would never raise his hand towards a loved one and he had just confirmed that Ace was one of them. Why would he punch someone he loved. It made no sense that he loved him but he was beyond the point of trying to figure it out. He knew how the emotion worked, but when he was with Ace he didn’t think that he needed to explain it to himself or anyone else. Of course people would disagree. No matter who’s children they were, they were pirates and a relationship between members of two crews could be taken advantage of but he doubted that any of them would be captured by the marines.
❝ I’d never punch you. ❞
It wasn’t his method of fighting anyway. He would most likely rearrange his body if he ever pissed him off severely. Still, that was something that could be reversed and wouldn’t involve any pain for the other man except for the humiliation maybe. But no, his sword wasn’t supposed to be used for a fight against someone he respected and cherished. He smiled slightly, amused by Ace needing so much physical contact and he honestly didn’t mind that. It was nice and different and it was unlike anything he had ever experienced. Why would he deny him that, if it made him happy?
Even if Law complained sometimes, he never actually meant it. He wouldn’t deliberately push the other man away from him. He was showing him new things and he hadn’t gotten this much affection ever since he had lost his family.
❝ I have to tell you something. My real name is Trafalgar D. Water Law. ❞
It was unknown to most but perhaps it would make him understand just why he didn’t mind it. Corazon had taken him away from Doflamingo because of his name and because he would have been killed too. But perhaps it was too soon to share his own history with him.
BLINKING A few times, surprised by the confession of Law about his real name, Ace wasn’t able to proceed at first But then a breathtaking grin lit up his face and he pressed a quick kiss on Law’s palm, silvery hues sparkling with adoration and happiness. The surgeon had shared a secret with him, showed him that he trusted the commander with something like this Ace felt his heart beating faster and faster when crimson dusted his cheeks faintly. He’d never admit it out loud but he had never felt that free in his life before.
❝ I KNOW that you’d never do that. I trust you, Law.. ❞
FEELING fire licking across his back, the logia user chuckled warmly at the other male and took a few deep breathes, peace filling his mind and soul. The surgeon had calmed his fear, silenced his anxiety with only a few words and actions and Ace had never felt this light and content in his life before Besides around his crew members and his brothers, he had never been himself completely. Now he felt like he could be because Law had accepted his heritage as if it meant nothing and succeeded in soothing the self hate that had threatened to take over the raven.
❝ D’S ARE BOUND to be big shots, heh? Trafalgar D Water Law.. I like the name. It’s you but Trafalgar Law is also you.. You’re who you are and not what others see in you because of a name.. But there’s more to it, isn’t it? ❞
HE CAREFULLY asked and surveyed the face of the captain intensely, silver orbs pearly and filled with concern. Ace felt that the name was bound to something greater, something that burdened the other one He wouldn’t hide it otherwise. Worry colored stony hues as he reached out and placed his palms firmly against bronze cheekbones, pressed a kiss on welcoming lips.
ACE IS SO in love with Law wtf. They make me so happy and I want to cry at the same time. I love them so much… God damn. I am so emotional. They are so cute and .. So much angst.. I am so gay.
TRASHING AROUND with a bewildered expression on his face, eyes watery and widened in panic the raven stared at the man for a while harshly breathing and with emotions flickering across his face far too quick. His breath hitched as he finally caught up, fire sparkled around his knuckles carefully and weakly Guilt was clearly written all across his face and he tried to move away from the surgeon. But the bed didn’t offer much more space, so he pressed his back into the cool surface of the wooden ship and tried to calm down his racing heart while last shadows of his nightmare were dancing through the silvery orbs he held.
SILENCE FOLLOWED and Ace felt fear growing once more inside of him. Fear of himself and what he had done, fear of what other’s might do to Law once they’ll find out about his heritage and that he were close to the raven He was scared he’d be the reason why someone would hunt the doctor down. Slowly narrowing his hues to the plain white fabric of their bed sheets the logia user took one last deep breath to calm down more before he smiled at the other man, worry etched into his mimic. He’d never let someone hurt Law. Not even himself.
I COULDN’T FORGIVE MYSELF. I’D NEVER FORGIVE MYSELF.
❝ I HOPE I Haven’t… Hurt you… ❞
HE WHISPERED slowly, aware that he sometimes lashed out with his flames when he’s asleep. Those nightmares are the reason why he had slept alonenearly all the time even though he preferred it to cuddle Something he’d never admit out loud.
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HE HADnever thought he’d hid himself away one day, like a coward. Surviving Marineford barely, unaware for the rest of the world, a deep fear is now monopolizing his daily life. The wounds, THE BURN he had experienced took a long time to heal physically and mentally but he never got rid of the nightmares and the anxiety. Sleep became luxury and safety was only a memory for the once so headstrong pirate. The only ones knowing he’s alive is his crew. Not even Luffy knows he’s not dead, that there is nothing in his grave. Ace is scared, close to loose himself every day again and again. HE HAS LOST his, hidden by the deep walls he had build to shield himself. The emotional instability, triggered by the feeling to be burned inside out, is nothing he wants to burden someone else with so he mostly keeps it to himself. WHEN HE heard that Luffy is back, the first true smile in a long time was seen on his face. And the only one.
THE FIGHT has not only left him with scars. Marco and his brothers all have a hard time to adjust now that Pops is gone. The raven however refuses to talk, lost his will and himself completely, swallowed by guilt. Blaming HIMSELF for Whitebeards death, he tried his best from the shadows to revenge him and keeps track of Blackbeard to take the man down for once and for all, HATE BURNING like an open wound in his soul and grief etched into his mimic. Ace is lost. LOST ON a path filled with loneliness and self hate.
Portgas D Ace, Son of Portgas D Rogue and Gol D Roger, never knew what having a father meant. Rogue, daughter of Muggles and Roger, son of an old pure blood family, never had a chance to be together. The young man were dared to leave the ‘shameful disgrace’ he had loved more than anyone else on this world. Right when the man wanted to abandon his ancestry and be a father to his newborn Son and a caring Husband for his beloved Rogue, he got killed by some unknown wizards. Some people dared to whisper it were his parents fault who had hired someone to erase the ‘shame’ of a son, not knowing about Ace or who Rogue were because they never got to see her.
GROWING UP without a father, seeing his mother cry nearly every evening when she thought no one saw it and knowing WHO EXACTLY the man were who is causing her so much pain, the raven started to hate him. Started to hate for what he stands and started to hate pure bloods for their arrogance and their ignorance towards something rather easy: They were all the same. They were all wizards & witches. They shared the same dreams and hopes, shared the same secret.
BEING ACCEPTED to Hogwarts was exciting for the young freckled boy and he quickly made friends with some other children in the train, had the time of his life and felt truly free for the first time in his life. He felt at home in Hogwarts and he felt accepted. Having a knack for Quidditch he started training under the careful eyes of Madame Hooch and started to become a pro at flying rather quickly, was addicted to the rush of adrenaline when he were in the air. In his third year he got offered the position of the Keeper and took it without hesitation, self confident about his skills and happy because this were his dream.
THINKING ABOUT everyone being the same never changed, but it got even stronger and he found himself often wondering what people would say about his view and if someone would share it one day.
IN THIS Verse Ace gave in to Garp’s hopes and intentions for him but only because the man threatened to take Luffy away and bring him to a Marine camp to make a soldier out of him. Being the older brother, the raven felt the need to protect the dream the younger had and made sure it won’t stay a dream. On his sixteenth birthday the older Monkey took him away and brought the freckled man to the headquarter where he was quickly accepted and where his history began. Getting updates from Makino about Luffy from time to time, Ace was content with stepping back to make sure the smaller one would set sail one day and become a pirate. He didn’t value himself as worthy enough to have a choice anyway. During the years he gained himself the name “Fire Fist” after eating the Mera Mera no Mi accidentally on a mission by mistaking it with the normal fruits.
Somehow he made himself a name under the Pirates as well, was hated and feared for his merciless behavior and his temper that caused a lot of damage from time to time. Holding in his anger wasn’t his strongest area but no one dared to step up against him anymore while he kept going && fighting, hoping he’d die one day in a battle to be finally free of the burden to be among those people who had murdered his father ( even though he still hated Gold D Roger ) and had tried to find him as well, but never succeeded. By the age of 19 He already became a Commodore, hated by many other soldiers because they thought he only got such a high position because of his relation to the great hero Monkey D Garp. Gladly, he never ran into his little brother. He feared the day he would have to fight against the younger D and hated the cage the Marine was for him. He never knew freedom, never felt accepted, never laughed freely and he never knew what happiness truly meant being there.
the greatestweapon is a human soul on fire.
About me & other things.
Sup, hun bun! The nam's Hobbit! Please use she/her ; they/them pronouns if you talk about me / to me. I am 22 years old, from Germany and currently on a permanent semi-hiatus due to work ( long shifts ).
Well you're surely itching to ask me, why I chose Ace of all muses to be my muse tbh! The answer is simple:
Ace is a character with many shades, facets and different ways to interpreter certain aspects about him. He's hot headed but can be also deadly calm, he is loud but also quiet, he is rude but also sensitive. He can be brave where others aren't and be a coward at the worst possible times.
What can I add tbh? I am a book worm, a writer, an artist, a safe heaven. Harry Potter; LotR; Hobbit - I live for those books and the amazing stories who're always able to show me different worlds, make me forget my own boring life for a while.
I swear I couldn't love you more than I do right now, and yet I know I will tomorrow.
Monkey D Luffy LOVER.
Shipping exclusive & Main.
Only ashes remain.
INDEPENDENT
Portgas D Ace not spoiler free.
established 02.08.16
penned by hobbit.
she/her/they/them timezone GMT/UTC + 1h
A sea of flames is pure destruction.
PAN FANDOM & HIGHLY SELECTIVE & HIGHLY PRIVATE & SHIPPING EXCLUSIVE AND SELECTIVE & CANON DIVERGENT.
I'll fight for my freedom.
Icons are edited & cropped by me.
Edits are all by me.
used art is always sourced.
do NOT steal my headcanons, my edits, my icons or my ideas.
Mun is off age.
NSFW topics will occur rather often. Smut is shipping exclusive and bound to chemistry and 100% trust of my muse.
my writing can be described as 'freestyle'. I tend to adopt new quirks or formattings from time to time because my writing is constantly changing and growing.
ᶤ ᵃᵐ ᵐᵒʳᵉ ᵗʰᵃᶰ ᵗʰᵉ ˡᵉᵍᵃᶜʸ ᶤ ᵃᵐ ᶜᵘʳˢᵉᵈ ʷᶤᵗʰ && ᶤ ᵃᵐ ᶠᶤʳᵉ ’
ᶰᵒᵗ ᵉᵛᵉᶰ ᵈᵉᵃᵗʰ ᶜᵃᶰ ˢᶤˡᵉᶰᶜᵉ ᵐʸ ᶠˡᵃᵐᵉˢ && ᶰᵒʳ ᵐʸ ᵛᵒᶤᶜᵉ
‘ᵃ ˢᵖᵃʳᵏ ᵒᶠ ᵐᵃᵍᶤᶜ ʳᵉˢᵗˢ ᶤᶰ ᵃˡˡ ᵒᶠ ᵘˢ & ˢᵒᵐᵉᵗᶤᵐᵉˢ ᶤᵗ ʷᶤˡˡ ʳᶤˢᵉ ᵃᶰᵈ ᵇᵘʳᶰ’
‘ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ ᶤˢ ᶰᵒ ᶠʳᵉᵉᵈᵒᵐ && ᶰᵒ ʰᵒᵖᵉ ˡᵉᶠᵗ & ᵒᶰˡʸ ᵃ ᵐᵃᶰ ʷᶤᵗʰ ˢʰᵃᵗᵗᵉʳᵉᵈ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐˢ ᵃᶰᵈ ᶠᶤᵉʳᶜᵉ ᶠˡᵃᵐᵉˢ’
MARCO.♡
YAMI.♡
LUFFY♡
LUFFY.♡
