❝ YOU DO remember the last time we bathed together, don’t you? You’ve nearly flooded the whole room and drowned because you forgot to use the filtered water… & I couldn’t help you because I was helpless myself. It was embarrassing to be rescued by Zoro, Lu. I’ll say yes but only if you promise to keep your craziness and your ideas at a bearable amount and not try to kill us, okay? I’D LOVE to die in a cool way and not by drowning… Because I’ve took a bath… My crew would laugh. ❞
1. all i want / kodaline — 2. dream / imagine dragons — 3. heaven knows / five for fighting — 4. breathing underwater / emeli sandé — 5. be together / major lazer ft. wild belle ( vanic remix ) — 6. crystals / of monsters and men — 7. in the name of love / martin garrix & bebe rexha — 8. do you remember / lydia — 9. hopeful romantic / this century — 10. (un)lost / the maine — 11. still falling for you / ellie goulding — 12. sound of your heart / shawn hook — 13. tenerife sea / ed sheeran
it’s been years since that day on the docks, his home town at his back &Shanks smiling down at him. it’s been years since he screamed at the top of his little lungs, announcing his dedication to attaining the label of Pirate King.never had he wavered from his dream, or in his belief that he could accomplish it. ( i’m going to be King of the Pirates ! ). the claim was fact, as obvious as the knowledge that you needed air to breathe. everyone who heard the words fall from his mouth, saw the look in his eye, witnessed the strength of his fists they all, in turn, felt that belief.
but Ace. Ace was special. he was the goal Luffy strove to reach, the light at the end of a dark, winding tunnel. Ace was his protector, his brother, his life. & more than anything Luffy wanted to stand beside him as an equal & grasp his hand. ( when Ace tells Luffy that he believes in the younger, it’s the best feeling in the world. )
‘ YOU BETTER BE THERE ! you’re the first one i want to see when i become King ! the Pirate King is the freest, i know that …. & the One Piece, whether it exists or not, is just another treasure. even if i find it, Ace is the only treasure i’ll ever need ! ’
DEVOTION / THE TASTE OF SUNSHINE & FREEDOM LINGERING ON HIS LIPS / THE WISH TO SEE THAT DAY COMING.Remembering how they met, how Luffy literally messed up his life he had known back then and put the pieces differently back together & gave him something he had hardly experienced until then ( unconditional love. ) the raven felt a seldom expression flickering across his mimic and chuckled warmly. The rubber teen had no idea how much he had changed his life, nor how much he had helped changing him into a better person. He wouldn’t know what he’d be without the younger raven. Humming gently, he let his thumb caress the bottom lip which quivered under his touch.
It had been the time of his life The years he had spent with Sabo & Luffy. Especially the latter one was someone he’d never regret meeting nor feel anything but love for. The captain meant more than words could express to him and Luffy’s happiness was something he’d always set as a priority. Leaning down he peered into those brown hues, open and wide& filled with the innocence only the younger male were capable of. Shoving aside any further thought or worry, he placed his lips upon Lu’s and gifted him a sweet kiss / A GENTLE MEMORY / A TENDER PROMISE.
❝ I WILL be there, Lu… I will be there and celebrate it with you.. It’s a PROMISE. A promise that I’ll carry around in my heart.. And you’re my treasure, Lu… I know you’ll find it though. You’ll manage to make everything possible many had dreamed of. I am sure of it. ❞ PRIDE / HIS SMILE BLINDING AND HIS VOICE MELLOW / PASSION BURNING IN HIS HUES.
STARLIT HUES WIDENED / ENDLESS MIRRORS TO HIS PAINED SOUL. Eyes who’re often colored with amusement were now bottomless pools of pain as the freckled man reached out with shaky hands ( his heart aching; wondering what I’d feel like to accept the love he got offered )& placed them carefully on Luffy’s shoulders at first, the break out still ringing through his mind like a never ending echo ( a little voice repeating it ; hope burning deep inside his soul). Slowly earning more and more confidence in his actions, holding back his breath, the raven finally embraced the younger male fully ( the pain dulled immediately ; only a distant reminder left / a dark stigma hanging above his head ). It were like a wall broke down; A muffled sob escaping his lips and the last Gol felt something wet dripping on his cheeks ( he hadn’t cried in such a long time ; it actually made him freeze in shock for a moment ).
❝ YES. YES, I DO. How could I not love you, Lu? You’re … So much to me and the most important person in my life. I don’t care about your father, I never had. You are you.. ❞ VOICE WRECKED ; He finally were able to answer softly while his body were shaken by the force of his break down. He were glad Luffy were here. No one else should see him like that & see the weak and pathetic side he tried to erase every day.
‘STINGY ! ’ a huff of breath, ‘ stingy stingy stingy !’ all his crewmates were the same ( also, stingy was Luffy’s new favorite word ). even Ace ! ah, but at least his big brother understood Luffy’s plight, even if he was the one denying his poor innocent little brother the joys of meat. oh well. that topic quickly disappeared from his fast-moving thoughts & he perked up at the mention of his crew. ‘ that’s right ! ’ the grin on his face was brilliant, his heart on his sleeve & curled on his lips. ‘ my nakama are the weirdest ones out there ! they don’t fit in anywhere else ….. they’re my crew !’
it wasn’t often Luffy felt the thick, cloying emotion called jealousy. it usually surfaced when other people took interest in his crew ( or his brothers ). couldn’t they see that they were his ? they belonged to him just as much as he belonged to them. he’d wedged himself so perfectly into their lives that they wouldn’t be able to move on without him. anything to make sure he never felt loneliness again, that no one would ever leave him again.
so he quite selfishly enjoyed the touch of his brother, leaning into it & practically vibrating with barely contained happiness. ‘ okay ! but then we can do somethin’ fun, right ? i wanna spend time with Ace~ ’
TSKING AT THE ANTICS OF THE YOUNGER D ; But a fond shine lightning up his silvery hues the raven ruffled with a bit more force through the dark locks of Luffy and had to keep his mimic neutral even though a grin was tugging at his lips. Luffy surely was a miracle ; An enigma and a force to be remembered. The smile the rubber teen wore on his roundish face made the older male relax while a comfortable warmth settled down in his body ( amusement evident in the silver storms he held in his orbs ) & a hum slipped through his lips, deep and thoughtful.
❝ LIKE I SAID. A bunch of weirdos but a good bunch… They are perfect for you, Lu. I wonder if you’re even able to not attract outstanding characters .. You’re an enigma, Lu. ❞
KNOWING THE YOUNGER ONE WOULD GET THE MEANING / AWARE OF HIS GOLDEN HEART & MADE UP MIND ; He let his palm slip down and cupped a cheek softly ( a corner of his mouth lifted upwards into a soft little smile ) Amusement coloring his whole appearance / starlit hues an open book Eyes who’re able to awake fear & despair in others mostly ; revealing Luffy the warmth inside his very core and heart. Ace is a private person. Sure he jokes around, laughs a lot and jokes about enemies everywhere but only a handful of people got to see the real Firefist over the years ( the lonely but kind soul).
❝ SURE we can do somethin’ fun! Do you have a certain idea already? ❞
TAKING A DEEP BREATH ; The logia user felt flames licking across his back ( annoyance flickering through starlit hues ; the salty scent of the ocean burning heavily in his lungs ) & placed his hand softly on a roundish cheek, palm warm from his inner fire and a tiny smile playing around his lips. A soft sigh slipped out of his mouth, vibrated through his throat and the raven turned to throw a look at his nakamas over his shoulder ( teeth shining in the sunlight as he grimaced threateningly at them ; a snarl forming on his face ). BUT OF COURSE THEY LAUGHED ONLY LOUDER;Found it cute how their youngest member tried to scare them.
❝ OH, IT’S NOTHING. They don’t laugh about us… Ignore them, Lu. ❞
"Hei, Lu... What have you thought.. Back then when we were kids and I told you.. Who I am. I am asking that myself quite often actually but I've never wanted to ask because it's idiotic..." HE BROKE OFF ; Narrowed his starlit hues to the ground while nibbling on his lower lip. He was scared of the answer --- Remembering what others had said, a sigh escaped his lips ( monster. monster. monster. demon. demon. demon. ) & he let his deft fingers run through his unruly locks, helplessly.
‘ WHAT DO YOU MEAN ; what have i thought ? Ace is Ace. i don’t need to think about anything else. ’
a frown graces sea-worn lips, ocean salt on his cheek. calloused fingers brush the rim of his beaten straw hat, obsidian eyes locked on the downtrodden figure of his brother. ( the one he loves & treasures separately from everyone else ). it’s been many years since Ace had first asked ‘ do you want me to live ? is it okay that i was born ? do you need me with you ? ’ but Luffy still remembers it clear as day. the pain in Ace’s heart & soul isn’t so easy to forget, no matter the passage of time.
‘ ACE ….. IS THE ONE I CHERISH. stuff like blood & fathers doesn’t mean anything to me. do you hate me ? my father is a wanted man as well. i’m a devil child. i don’t care. because i have people who care about me & i don’t need to listen to the world. the world is stupid. i’ll fight everyone in it if they make my friends or you cry. no one can tell another how to live, ya know ? i love Ace. not like i love my nakama. i love Ace like no one else & i don’t care what the world says. do you love me too, even though i’m the son of a devil ? ’
❝ IS IT comfy on my back, Lu? ❞ THE RAVEN ASKED ; Voice only a mere whisper since he were carrying the younger pirate around in a city on a island they had both never been to ( his grayish orbs were flying around ; hidden by his bangs and his mind were on guard ). Steadying Luffys hold by placing hands on his backside, the logia user couldn’t help but grin despite their situatuion. He could smell the hate in the air, feel the danger all around them like physical touches Finally reaching the docks again where he could make out the ship of Luffy in the distance, Ace let out a loud sigh and relaxed visibly. The danger was gone& he was happy that he could keep his promise and carry the younger one around.
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IRUKAS. I won't follow you back / not likely follow you back if you're close to Nuu / Worship her. That's not because I wanna forbid anyone from talking to them, but I chose to keep my distance if you do.Do as you please, Pal. I don't wanna see / hear of them in any form. I've made my own experiences with them and it were nothing I'd wish anyone. Seeing their URL triggers me & brings back bad memories. I won't explain why in detail tbh. If you wanna know why - My IM is open.
HE HADnever thought he’d hid himself away one day, like a coward. Surviving Marineford barely, unaware for the rest of the world, a deep fear is now monopolizing his daily life. The wounds, THE BURN he had experienced took a long time to heal physically and mentally but he never got rid of the nightmares and the anxiety. Sleep became luxury and safety was only a memory for the once so headstrong pirate. The only ones knowing he’s alive is his crew. Not even Luffy knows he’s not dead, that there is nothing in his grave. Ace is scared, close to loose himself every day again and again. HE HAS LOST his, hidden by the deep walls he had build to shield himself. The emotional instability, triggered by the feeling to be burned inside out, is nothing he wants to burden someone else with so he mostly keeps it to himself. WHEN HE heard that Luffy is back, the first true smile in a long time was seen on his face. And the only one.
THE FIGHT has not only left him with scars. Marco and his brothers all have a hard time to adjust now that Pops is gone. The raven however refuses to talk, lost his will and himself completely, swallowed by guilt. Blaming HIMSELF for Whitebeards death, he tried his best from the shadows to revenge him and keeps track of Blackbeard to take the man down for once and for all, HATE BURNING like an open wound in his soul and grief etched into his mimic. Ace is lost. LOST ON a path filled with loneliness and self hate.
Portgas D Ace, Son of Portgas D Rogue and Gol D Roger, never knew what having a father meant. Rogue, daughter of Muggles and Roger, son of an old pure blood family, never had a chance to be together. The young man were dared to leave the ‘shameful disgrace’ he had loved more than anyone else on this world. Right when the man wanted to abandon his ancestry and be a father to his newborn Son and a caring Husband for his beloved Rogue, he got killed by some unknown wizards. Some people dared to whisper it were his parents fault who had hired someone to erase the ‘shame’ of a son, not knowing about Ace or who Rogue were because they never got to see her.
GROWING UP without a father, seeing his mother cry nearly every evening when she thought no one saw it and knowing WHO EXACTLY the man were who is causing her so much pain, the raven started to hate him. Started to hate for what he stands and started to hate pure bloods for their arrogance and their ignorance towards something rather easy: They were all the same. They were all wizards & witches. They shared the same dreams and hopes, shared the same secret.
BEING ACCEPTED to Hogwarts was exciting for the young freckled boy and he quickly made friends with some other children in the train, had the time of his life and felt truly free for the first time in his life. He felt at home in Hogwarts and he felt accepted. Having a knack for Quidditch he started training under the careful eyes of Madame Hooch and started to become a pro at flying rather quickly, was addicted to the rush of adrenaline when he were in the air. In his third year he got offered the position of the Keeper and took it without hesitation, self confident about his skills and happy because this were his dream.
THINKING ABOUT everyone being the same never changed, but it got even stronger and he found himself often wondering what people would say about his view and if someone would share it one day.
IN THIS Verse Ace gave in to Garp’s hopes and intentions for him but only because the man threatened to take Luffy away and bring him to a Marine camp to make a soldier out of him. Being the older brother, the raven felt the need to protect the dream the younger had and made sure it won’t stay a dream. On his sixteenth birthday the older Monkey took him away and brought the freckled man to the headquarter where he was quickly accepted and where his history began. Getting updates from Makino about Luffy from time to time, Ace was content with stepping back to make sure the smaller one would set sail one day and become a pirate. He didn’t value himself as worthy enough to have a choice anyway. During the years he gained himself the name “Fire Fist” after eating the Mera Mera no Mi accidentally on a mission by mistaking it with the normal fruits.
Somehow he made himself a name under the Pirates as well, was hated and feared for his merciless behavior and his temper that caused a lot of damage from time to time. Holding in his anger wasn’t his strongest area but no one dared to step up against him anymore while he kept going && fighting, hoping he’d die one day in a battle to be finally free of the burden to be among those people who had murdered his father ( even though he still hated Gold D Roger ) and had tried to find him as well, but never succeeded. By the age of 19 He already became a Commodore, hated by many other soldiers because they thought he only got such a high position because of his relation to the great hero Monkey D Garp. Gladly, he never ran into his little brother. He feared the day he would have to fight against the younger D and hated the cage the Marine was for him. He never knew freedom, never felt accepted, never laughed freely and he never knew what happiness truly meant being there.
the greatestweapon is a human soul on fire.
About me & other things.
Sup, hun bun! The nam's Hobbit! Please use she/her ; they/them pronouns if you talk about me / to me. I am 22 years old, from Germany and currently on a permanent semi-hiatus due to work ( long shifts ).
Well you're surely itching to ask me, why I chose Ace of all muses to be my muse tbh! The answer is simple:
Ace is a character with many shades, facets and different ways to interpreter certain aspects about him. He's hot headed but can be also deadly calm, he is loud but also quiet, he is rude but also sensitive. He can be brave where others aren't and be a coward at the worst possible times.
What can I add tbh? I am a book worm, a writer, an artist, a safe heaven. Harry Potter; LotR; Hobbit - I live for those books and the amazing stories who're always able to show me different worlds, make me forget my own boring life for a while.
I swear I couldn't love you more than I do right now, and yet I know I will tomorrow.
Monkey D Luffy LOVER.
Shipping exclusive & Main.
Only ashes remain.
INDEPENDENT
Portgas D Ace not spoiler free.
established 02.08.16
penned by hobbit.
she/her/they/them timezone GMT/UTC + 1h
A sea of flames is pure destruction.
PAN FANDOM & HIGHLY SELECTIVE & HIGHLY PRIVATE & SHIPPING EXCLUSIVE AND SELECTIVE & CANON DIVERGENT.
I'll fight for my freedom.
Icons are edited & cropped by me.
Edits are all by me.
used art is always sourced.
do NOT steal my headcanons, my edits, my icons or my ideas.
Mun is off age.
NSFW topics will occur rather often. Smut is shipping exclusive and bound to chemistry and 100% trust of my muse.
my writing can be described as 'freestyle'. I tend to adopt new quirks or formattings from time to time because my writing is constantly changing and growing.
ᶤ ᵃᵐ ᵐᵒʳᵉ ᵗʰᵃᶰ ᵗʰᵉ ˡᵉᵍᵃᶜʸ ᶤ ᵃᵐ ᶜᵘʳˢᵉᵈ ʷᶤᵗʰ && ᶤ ᵃᵐ ᶠᶤʳᵉ ’
ᶰᵒᵗ ᵉᵛᵉᶰ ᵈᵉᵃᵗʰ ᶜᵃᶰ ˢᶤˡᵉᶰᶜᵉ ᵐʸ ᶠˡᵃᵐᵉˢ && ᶰᵒʳ ᵐʸ ᵛᵒᶤᶜᵉ
‘ᵃ ˢᵖᵃʳᵏ ᵒᶠ ᵐᵃᵍᶤᶜ ʳᵉˢᵗˢ ᶤᶰ ᵃˡˡ ᵒᶠ ᵘˢ & ˢᵒᵐᵉᵗᶤᵐᵉˢ ᶤᵗ ʷᶤˡˡ ʳᶤˢᵉ ᵃᶰᵈ ᵇᵘʳᶰ’
‘ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ ᶤˢ ᶰᵒ ᶠʳᵉᵉᵈᵒᵐ && ᶰᵒ ʰᵒᵖᵉ ˡᵉᶠᵗ & ᵒᶰˡʸ ᵃ ᵐᵃᶰ ʷᶤᵗʰ ˢʰᵃᵗᵗᵉʳᵉᵈ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐˢ ᵃᶰᵈ ᶠᶤᵉʳᶜᵉ ᶠˡᵃᵐᵉˢ’
MARCO.♡
YAMI.♡
LUFFY♡
LUFFY.♡
